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| Stupid Internet Connection |
| 09.14.04 (12:49 pm) [edit] |
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I hate MSN Messenger its not letting me on :(.....its more then likely my connection tho :(
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| I'm Here Lying In Your Bed Babe, Remember What You Said To Me |
| 08.31.04 (6:31 pm) [edit] |
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Well, another day in my lil boring life. School starts tomorrow and Idk I guess in some way I am kinda looking forward to it, but just to see my friends. Henry and I are still together and things really couldn't be better, I love him so damn much! *kisses...muuahhh* :D I'm kinda depressed and stressed out once again (I was earlier today also), but yeah I have a tummy ache that won't go away :( and it sucks. I'm listening to Senses Fail (awesome band) and talking to Henry (like always :wink:) But yeah, stupid school had to come so quickly....ugh, don't wanna go back! :evil: School is evil! LMAO I found something on FUSE with TBS and omg its funny! :lol:....(Henry, where did you get that smile....lol :lol:) Well I'm gonna go now...gotta go to bed by midnight tonight so yeah TTYL ~Love Always Alicia
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| No Matter How Far I Go My Heart Remains With You... |
| 08.28.04 (3:08 am) [edit] |
Hey, Well I'm back! Sorry for not writing in here in forever...I have just been really busy and stuff like that. (I really hate the word "like", cuz everytime I try to type it, it comes out as this...."liek"). Anyways, I went and stayed at Henry's last week Tuesday (OMG, it was so awesome, I had the time of my life with him....hence remember the song u were singing to me Henry, on the way to bringing you home :wink:). We had so much fun together....and well Henry your defiantly "the one" for me. :D I'm really happy that its you!Heh....remember :twisted:....(evil eyes). That is so cool when you do it, just when I'm not scared..cuz then....i get scared? lol yeah anyways, I was playing runescape, but then I figured that I would just write in here. Ugh, I really miss my Henry (aka "Smiley").....Idk when I'll see him next....I just hope it will be soon. I guessing that my mom will probly let him stay with us (too bad if my stepdad doesn't like it). Well 4 more days till school starts....I'm not really forward to it. The only good thing about it is that you get to see your friends.....cuz this year Idk if I'm gonna pass, I just have this feeling that I'm gonna fall behind....and if I do....well then I guess I do. I have gym this year and if I have to swim.....I'm not doing it....sorry no can't do. If someone can get me to actually do it, I'll be surprised. Well not much else to write...but this last week and a half was just the best time for me ever! Well TTYL....Love Always Alicia
P.S. :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:....heh evil eyes :wink:
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| The first time I saw you, I knew it was true, that I'd love you forever, and that's what I'll do |
| 08.16.04 (3:00 pm) [edit] |
Well tomorrow I'm leaving for Henry's house (OMG, I'M SO EXCITED!!!! :D :D :wink:) I know he is excited about it too. His mom is so awesome, cuz we can sleep together now!!!! I'm really looking forward to that cuz now we can cuddle and stuff :D. I'm probly gonna be up all night, cuz I'm so anxious for tomorrow! I'm already packed and I'm just waiting till I can finally see him....omg its been way to long and now I actually can be with him, in his arms, and hugging and kissing him :D. Well while I"m there I'm sure I'll write in here when I have time to. Till then TTYL ~Love Always Alicia
P.S. I love you hun!!!! :wink:
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| You Are My Only My Only One...... |
| 08.14.04 (8:07 pm) [edit] |
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Well, I'm back....sorry I haven't written and stuff....I did a lot of updating on my site (lol all the pictures) and lately I just didn't know what to talk about. Today hasn't really been that great of a day. Henry has been depressed most of the day :cry: and then so have I. Idk why he hate his self so much, I mean he is a really great person, I just wish he could see it. Well I'm talking to him on the phone right now so I'm gonna go. *2 more days, Henry* :wink: TTYL ~Love Alicia
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| If I tell you I love you, can I keep you forever? |
| 08.11.04 (5:48 pm) [edit] |
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Well, woke up this morning, had to take down the garbage (that sucked :()...but o well. Came on here and talked to Henry (Hey hun, I love you..muuuahhh :D) Everything was going great till supper time when I found out that people at the skate park in town are talking sh*t about me...thats not even true :evil:! O well, if it keeps up when school starts its not gonna be pretty. My friends and everyone that knows me knows that I don't do drugs and stuff.....it makes me sick just thinking about it....*yuck*..but anyways....tomorrow I have school registration in the afternoon so I like have to wake up at like noon or something so we can get to the school at like 1....and tomorrow is also [b]"Mine and Henry's 2nd Month Anniversary!!!!"[/b] YAY!!!! I just hope I can get home soon enough so I can spend time with him. [b]6 more days[/b] till I get to go over to see him!!! I'm so excited!!! Well thats all for this blog.....TTYL ~Love Always Alicia
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| I'll Fall Asleep Tonight, Cuz' That Brings Me Closer To You |
| 08.10.04 (4:24 pm) [edit] |
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Today has been great for me today.....I woke up to Henry's voice, cuz he called me :D. That just made my day a whole lot better!!!! (I was all smiley and stuff) :D :D :D Only 7 more days....(thats one week..lol :lol:)...till I see Henry. OMG, I'm so excited, if I could go over right now, I would, but I can't :(. Well, right now I'm listening to Taking Back Sunday' "A Decade Under The Influence"...that song so totally kicks ass! :wink: I have registration for school on Thursday....which is cool cuz hopefully I'll see some of my friends there, even tho I didn't wanna go till Friday, but I couldn't cuz my mom has appointments that day, and there only open at the school for so long. O well, no big deal, I probly won't get home till later tho, cuz I have to go with my sister to her doctor appointment cuz were going to registration right after that, I guess. That kinda sucks but, hopefully I'll still be able to talk to Henry when I get home :D. Well thats all for now....TTYL ~Love Always Alicia
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| You Might Not Know It, But I KNOW Your The One |
| 08.09.04 (3:12 pm) [edit] |
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HEY PPL!!! Another great day, lol not really, but its still a pretty alright day for me. Its been raining here since last night, which I'm not really complaning cuz I love the rain and yeah its fun to run around in :). But yeah count down still continues *8 more days Henry* :D. I bet your just as excited as I am. But yeah, today will probly be a normal day for me....just sitting inside and talking to my Henry :D. YAY!!! I was a lil depressed before, but thats cuz when I woke up, Henry had to get offline and I couldn't talk to him, but now everythings all better :wink:. You know this blog is gonna be so much more interesting when I actually go out and do something....but when I go see Henry I'm sure I'll have a lot to say. Well, thats it for now. TTYL ~Love Always Alicia
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| When We Laugh And We Cry Its Together....Through The And The Stormiest Weather |
| 08.08.04 (2:21 pm) [edit] |
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Woke up today at like 2:15 came on here for a lil bit, then the satelitte shutdown on us over here so that sucked :(. Talked to Henry for awhile :D....Idk if it was me or what, but he really didn't seem like his self, but hopefully things will be better later. I went into the bathroom today and cried for a lil while, my stomach really starting hurting and I felt like I was gonna throw up or something....Idk today is just really depressing :cry: :cry: :cry:. Anyways, this probly be a really short post cuz I don't know what to say....but the count down till I see Henry is still on *9 more days* yay! :D. He has no clue how much I miss him, maybe thats why I haven't really felt like myself or anything, but yeah (I love you, Henry :D). Well I'm gonna go, so TTYL ~Love Alicia
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| Take My Hand And Never Let Me Go, Promise Me You'll Never Let Go |
| 08.07.04 (12:28 pm) [edit] |
Anotner day in my life.....I woke up with this horrible dream that Henry was completely ignoring me and the last thing in the dream was when he said "you'll find out"....and that was the end of the dream :cry: :cry: :cry:...so I'm kinda upset about it. Then Henry's friend Chente got dumped so that sucks. Its like this is all happening in one day....and I'm like freaking out, cuz I don't want it to happen between me and Henry :cry:. Idk what I would do without him. He is my life, he is the reason for me living and breathing right now at this very moment and without him I wouldn't be here. I gave my heart to him, and I don't want it back....so its his choice what he will do with it. I'm hoping that nothing will happen and that will be together "forever" like in his song. But yeah enough of this depressing post thingy....I'll write later today or something...TTYL ~Alicia
[u]Later That Night[/u]
Well, I talked to Henry from like 4 something to like 7 something, then we both fell asleep and then he called me back at like 10 something (lol I like never keep track of the exact time), but yeah my neck hurts. I think its from me headbanging, but my mom thinks its cuz I'm always on the phone or on it to long or something. O well, I'll get better, hopefully soon.....I'm listening to "Cross My Heart" by Homegrown right now but yeah. Its kind of a depressing song, but I like it. Well, I'm gonna go so I can talk to my hun. (Henry if your reading this, "I love and miss you so so so much" muuuahhhh :D :wink:. Well TTYL ~Love Alicia
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| Note To Self: I Miss You Terribly |
| 08.06.04 (5:38 pm) [edit] |
Hey ppl, I just got home....me and my mom went to Wausau today....cuz we had to meet my grandma half way so my sister could stay with her for the weekend so she could see my dad....(I never wanna see him again...so I didn't go :evil:)...then we went to Pet-Co to get my dog some treats and stuff...that was fun looking at all the different things and stuff. (Wow, I say "and stuff" a lot :shock: lol) Me and my mom were getting along like we were best friends or something....weird.... :?, but yeah today was fun. Otherwise I really didn't do much the rest of the day. I talked to Henry this afternoon before I left, and I guess he came on when I was gone....(Sorry hun,:() I didn't know when he would be on next. He even tried to call me, but I wasn't here....so I kinda feel bad about that :(, I'm talking to him now so everything is great :D. I guess Henry, threw out his old memories, just like I did. We don't really wanna remember our pasts and stuff like that and the fact that we both wanna be together for the rest of our lives....we need to get over that stuff...so its all good. Also good news I'm almost positive that my mom is gonna let me go and stay with Henry...which is like so totally awesome :D. Will know by tonight if I can, when Henry calls me and our mom's talk. More then likely I can (My mom is in a really good mood today so yay! :D:wink:) Well I'll update you on whats going on like tomorrow or something. TTYL ~Love Always, Alicia
[u]Later That Night [/u]
Well, I'M GOING TO HENRY'S ON THE 17TH.....YAY!!!!!!!:D :D :D :D Omg, its gonna be so awesome....I can't believe my mom is letting me go, but I'm so excited that she let me.....cuz now I get to see my Henry for a whole week!!!!:D I'm gonna have so much fun, I can see it already....but yeah I'll post something tomorrow..TTYL ~Love Always, Alicia
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| Fall... With you, I fall so fast... |
| 08.05.04 (1:09 pm) [edit] |
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Well another day in the life of me.....I woke up at 2:55pm....yeah I know I'm lazy and pretty much I just came on here...and waited for Henry to come on. Yesterday was pretty cool, I was alone by myself and once again today I am too. My mom and everyone else left to go see my sister (she's in a mental institution) and yeah they won't be back till later tonight....so me all alone....ok well I like it that way....well unless Henry is here with me :D. Still counting down the days till I can finally see him....only 11 more days :D.....can't wait!! I miss him so much :(.....I really wanna be with him....but I gotta wait so yeah it sucks, but thats what I gotta do. Well, I just found out that now, I might not be able to see him...cuz his mom might be working...and can't pick me up :cry::cry::cry:, well I hope everything still works out.....I'm not that happy anymore so yeah, o well. Thats all I gotta say...TTYL ~Love Alicia
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| So pace the stairs to your apartment, Like it's where you wanna be |
| 08.04.04 (9:13 am) [edit] |
Heh, TBS.....they f**cking rock! But where do I wanna be? I wanna be anywhere but where I'm at right now...its like sooooo boring. My mom and my step-dad took my sister and my step-brother to a big fair today, and I just decided to stay home, cuz I got somethings to do. I started going through all my old memories of past b/f's and the stuff they gave me and I don't need it anymore so I think I'm gonna burn it all. I don't wanna even know that they existed.....there's one 1 person that I really wanna be with and thats Henry...(love you, muuuahhh) :wink: But the rest of today Idk whats all going on...I'll more then likely find something to do. Henry isn't online yet.....*waits*......he still isn't on yet :(, well hopefully he will soon. I really miss him! Well thats all for now. ~Love Always Alicia
[u]My Bad Experience[/u]
Well, never play with fire.....cuz this is what happened to me. I wanted to burn some stuff (old memories) and well....I wasn't really thinking so I did it in the house :roll: .....then the smoke alarm thingy when off....had a hell of a time trying to get it to stop...then I through the box that I burned the stuff in out the door (not a good idea) the box caught the grass on fire and I was running from the sink back and forth trying to put it out. Not good at all.....so anyone of you people that mess around with fire (pyros) be careful.....cuz I didn't know what the hell I was doing.... :oops: but yeah thats my mistake that I made ~Alicia
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| Wake Up Wake Up Woooooahhhhh! lol |
| 08.03.04 (12:02 pm) [edit] |
Goldfinger is awesome! :wink: , but yeah anyways, I just woke up lol....I was up till like 5 this morning, but yeah it was for a good reason :wink: So....yeah this is my normal day, I get up, go on the computer, maybe watch some tv, talk to Henry, and pretty much just sit around.....boring huh....well it is except getting to talk to Henry....cuz he's like never boring. Well I found out that all the stuff that was added to my page will be gone in like 14 days :cry: .....and Henry worked so hard on it too, I hate the 15-day pro demo....it really sucks....I just hope that I will be able to keep the stuff....and it like stays there.....or I'm gonna be :x and :cry: . So...yeah what else to talk about....well only 13 more days (which is 1 week and 6 days, for you people that don't know) till I get to see Henry again...I'm so excited cuz his mom is gonna let me stay for a week! His mom is soooooo awesome! :D I had a dream about Henry last night, but I couldn't remember it when I woke up...(its like that with all my dreams tho). I went to Hot Topic last Saturday and got my school clothes. OMG.....the stuff I got looks so awesome on me.....I'll probly scare people....but o well..idc lol Well thats about all I can think about to say. Well TTYL....~Love Always Alicia
[u]Later That Day:[/u]
Well, Its almost 10pm and I just woke up like not to long ago. I guess Henry tried to call me, but my stupid phone was being dumb so it never rang :evil: . I was like all shaky and dizzy and Idk, when I woke up but yeah it sucked. Henry is all depressed bout something, I just wish he would tell me what, cuz now that he is like this, so am I, cuz I really feel for him. :cry: Ugh, I just wanna cry....I feel and depressed and stuff and all I keep listening to is all sad songs and stuff like that and yeah. :cry: :cry: I hate feeling like this....but I really can't help it. I hope things will get better through the night.....if not *shakes fist* :( Well idk what to write anymore right now so guess I'll TTYL....~Love Alicia
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| A Song I Wrote |
| 08.03.04 (1:58 am) [edit] |
"A Life That She No Longer Wants"
Look what happened to your sweet little girl
She is all alone in her lonely world
She shuts herself out from everything
Not wanting to feel anything
Not wanting to face anything in her life
Would rather die then make things right
Everything in her life is now gone...
Set me free from this life
That's all she asks
Make everything better
Forget about the past
But something keeps her holding on
To a life that she no longer wants
Trying not to let the pain get the best of her
She wants to break free
But it hurts more then you could ever know
She's holding on to something that she wants to let go
Everything in her life is now gone...
Set me free from this life
That's all she asks
Make everything better
Forget about the past
But something keeps her holding on
To a life that she no longer wants
Something inside tells her to stay
But she is over that
She is on her way
Goodbye to everyone that she knows
But now is the time to go...
Goodbye to everyone that she knows
(But now is the time to go)
Goodbye to everyone that she knows
(But now is the time to go)
Goodbye to everyone that she knows
(But now is the time to...)[/b]
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| OMG.....This is like so awesome! |
| 08.03.04 (12:54 am) [edit] |
Well, this is the "new" look to my blog...thanks to Henry....(love you, hun :D ).....it looks so awesome now! Ugh, My mom wouldn't leave me alone today....she just keep talking about "borderline personality disorder" just cuz my dad has it and all. I just really don't care....and she just went on and on and on and on about it....I'm like so stressed out right now. Gosh, that was so annoying, but yeah anyways.....its like 3:53 in the morning and I'm still up and haven't went to bed yet....but I'm only up cuz I'm talking to my Henry.....so I'm all happy!......Idk what I'll be doing later today but I'll keep updated and stuff.
TTYL....Love, Alicia
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| Stuff |
| 08.02.04 (6:37 pm) [edit] |
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Hey ppl, My friend Megan introduced me to this so I thought I would check it out. My life has been ok, so far....today my b/f Henry hasn't been acting like his self...and he won't tell me y. I'm really worried about him, I don't like when he is sad.....but soon enough I'll get to see my Henry and stay with him for a week, so that will be cool. I just got off the phone with him...and I'm like all smiley and stuff right now :D. Pretty soon Henry is gonna be looking like this :shock: ....cuz of something I sent him......hehe :P. I love him soooo much, he is defiantly the one for me :wink: Well thats its for now...TTYL.....Love Always Alicia
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